Neui

eyes glassed over I gaze at you like a porcelain doll waiting to break you look to me; not with adoration not with hatred but with utter disrespect for what I have become this portrayal of self-loathing and self-abandonment. moving robotically thoughtlessly, I call to you hoping for a response of caring and compassion but you don't care anymore I have pushed you to the limit, unintentionally provoked you, antagonized you to the point where you have given up on me, on us. eyes glassed over, I gaze at you like a porcelain doll waiting to break then you say it, that you are no longer in love and that it has to end like a porcelain do

"If beauty is painful, and it hurts to think, reflect."

Asleep I have been for a long, long time But now the time has come For me to return to a distant land And build my own kingdom. Up from the ground, my world will sprout Reaching farther than the sky Imagined by myself and those Who will not just pass it by- Wild imaginings, there will be Zingerzots and flutterbees, Dreamland-esque zen oddities, Soundly bound varieties... But, oh! Do not just take my word for it, Come visit us, and have a sit Atop the land, on a royal throne Where the only sin for which you must atone Is the sin of non-creation of beings all your own. Take a rest, atop a floating cloud fall asleep, and dream!